Suburban Subversive

The short story? I’ve been really in a bad place since last May, dealing with my arthritis. I’ve had so many flareups that I can’t even say exactly how many I’ve had. I’m starting to forget what it feels like to feel normal.
I’ve had goo oozing from my eyes, I can’t use my hands or feet that well in the morning. I take about 30 percoset a month for all this fucking pain. I’m not working any more because I’m not well enough to commit to daily employment. I spent Christmas in the hospital with pericarditis from the inflammation in my body. I’m not parenting my child as well as I want, because I can’t. My husband has been carrying me for a long, long time now on everything.

So things have sucked. I haven’t written in ages. But I’m trying to be optimistic and look on the bright side. Not sure how that goes.

Where have I been?!?!?

From Jezebel:

According to a nationwide study of anonymous online credit card transactions, Americans living in traditionally religious, conservative states consume more online porn than their godless liberal blue state fellow citizens, with Utah leading the way.

“Eight of the top 10 pornography consuming states gave their electoral votes to John McCain in last year’s presidential election – Florida and Hawaii were the exceptions. While six out of the lowest 10 favoured Barack Obama.”

I can’t say I’m surprised.

The horse head pillow:

Totally disgusting or something I’d try? Not sure.

Thanks tbtl for the info.